Bored!!!!!!!!!!

Its Finally the weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-11T23:53:02Z

Well its finally the weekend. Today and tonight is going to suck cause I still haven't got my car back which is really making so mad. Cathy is working til close tonight and I got off of work at five thats sucks cause now I can't go anywheres which sucks. I guess I'll have to wait til saturday night to party. I am off tomorrow too which makes it extra great. Hopefully my car will be ready by the middle of next week. Thats all for now.

janegirl06 @ 2005-11-09T04:31:00

2005-11-10T01:20:47Z

Nothing new really happened today except scott came home today which was great I didn't get to see him that long though cause I had to go to work. Maybe I will get to see him again tomorrow. Today while I was at work I found out that one of my managers Judson had read some of my live journals. I thought that was crazy didn't think anybody besides the people on my friends list thing or whatever would read my live journals. Judson is my favorite manager he is like the sweetest guy ever! I went to check on my car today and nothing had been done which made me really mad cause I want it back by this weekedend hopefully.
I am so confused about guys they are so weird. I don't know what to think about them. I either like a guy thats too old for me that is usually the problem. Another problem I have is having feelings for somebody I don't know why but here lately when it comes to guys they just completely bore me. Use to if I hooked up with a new guy it would make me so happy but now I just could care less. I know I wish I could find someone to kind of have a relationship with and kind of settle down for a little while.

Not alot of anything!!!!!

2005-11-09T01:20:07Z

Well I got up this morning and went to school like always I can't really stand my new 9 weeks classes they are both so boreing. I guess thats not a bad thing because it means not alot of work. I got out of school and Cathy had to take me to work today and I got off of work at 6 p.m. I cannot stand not having my car its really driving me crazy. Hopefully at least I will have my car back by the weekend otherwise I am really going to go crazy! Things in my life right now are ok I guess. I don't know I guess I am kind of lonely sometimes for some reason even though I am never really alone. I feel like everyday is the same shit everyday its like an unbreakable routine that I do everyday.Well thats all for today. Hopefully something cool will happen tomorrow thats out of the ordinary!

I'm Back to writting in my journal!

2005-11-07T23:22:09Z

Well Damn its been a while since I've wrote in my journal. My computer has had a virus thats why I have not been able to write. Alot of shit has been going on lately. I have been having alot of fun too. I have a job now I work at Mcdonalds now and I love it. I love everybody I work with too. Well today my car finally went to get fixed from the damage that happened to it durring the storm. I'll admit it sucks not having my car but it is going to be great when I get my car back. I will feel like I have a new car again. Well tonight is senior night me and my mom are going. I have to work Tuesday through Friday. I hope it don't take that long for my car to get fixed hopefully I will have it by this weekend. I only have two classes now and I love that! I get out of school at 11:20 which is fucking great. Today I went home and slept from like one to four. Damn I know I am going to have a hard time going to sleep now. I am already for the fucking weekend again and I am ready to get paid again too. That is what I live for weekends and paydays. I am so ready for my 18th b-day too so I don't have to come home at a certain time which that is going to be the greatest thing ever.

janegirl06 @ 2005-09-24T15:50:00

2005-09-24T15:06:39Z

Well I just woke up a few minutes ago.I am probably going to be bored all day since I finished the book I was reading yesterday.I am going to be so glad when Cathy gets back home I miss her and us hanging out. She is only gone for the weekend,but it seems like forever.I am sure that I am probably going to go back to bed once I finish writting this.I need a ciggerette really bad though.I need to go to the library book that I found yesterday at my house that I didn't even know I had.

janegirl06 @ 2005-09-23T19:25:00

2005-09-23T18:43:43Z

Well looks like my weekened is going to be very boring cause my best friend is out of town the whole weekened.I guess its cool though cause when she gets back she will have her sisters car and that means I don't have to drive all the time and she can come pick me up.I hate driving besides I have got to get some shit fixed on my car that got messed up on it cause of the storm. I had fun last nite me Cathy and her cousin Scott hung out I ended up having an ok time.I guess tonight I am going to stay home tonight and watch that movie Dirty Dancing I love that movie my mom got it for me yesterday.I am sure I will have plenty of time to start reading my new book too.I am really kind of confused about something right now guess I am going to try and not stress about it and just go with the flow,but it looks like I am already stressing shit.

Not Shit!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-21T16:35:45Z

Well nothing much going on here.Last nite I went to the movies and saw Cry_Wolf it was good. It didn't really scare me that much though. I am just sitting here waiting to go to Cathy's got to take her to work today. Thats about it for today though I know boreing.

janegirl06 @ 2005-09-19T20:31:00

2005-09-19T19:45:40Z

Well this is my first time to get on the internet since the computer.Everything ended up being ok after the hurricane Katrina.My house was still here but my car had some damage.The main thing that sucked was after the storm not having power for like 2 weeks.My grandma got power in Moss Point so we ended up going and stayin at her house for like a week so it wasn't that bad.I am ready to go back to school cause I have been really bored I guess.

Katrina!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-28T13:39:40Z

Well I am going to stay in Vancleave to ride the storm out.I don't know if we will even have a house come tuesday it don't look good though.Me and my family are going to stay at my aunts and uncles house.I hope everyone is safe and I guess I will see you whenever we get back to school which is going to be a while.

Not Shit!!!!!!!1

2005-08-26T00:06:08Z

Well I am sitting here waiting for it to quit raining.I have ate way to much today and I want to go walking to walk some of this food off I think it is about to quit raining.When I get back from walking I guess I am going to do my homework.

Same old shit!

2005-08-25T01:42:07Z

Well like I said today was the same old shit.I am so tired of my fuckin life.I don't even know why I get out early I don't have anything to do but come home and sleep.I so cannot wait to start work so I will actually have something constructive to do.I went walking today I walked 15 laps.Like usual dustin stopped by to talk to him but I did't even walk out to his car and talk to him.He came by the track yesterday and I guess I was a total bitch.Dustin is engaged to some girl named Jessica,but me and him hooked up Friday night so don't make any sense.I am not going to be his bitch on the side if thats what he is thinking.Dustin should of made it clear when we hung out Friday that he just wants to friends and not hookup.I can't decide if I want to call him or not.Who knows after I have been so mean.Well gotta go.

Not a Whole lot!

2005-08-23T22:25:23Z

Well today I went to school.When I got to school I relized that I had left my bookbag at home so I had to go back and get it.SO I was late to school which sucked.After I got out of schoo I went to Cathy's and watched Hustle and Flow.I loved the movie although I don't think the movie is for everybody.The music in the movie is so good I want to get the soundtrack so bad.I loved Terance Howard he was so good.Well I am home now and fixin to do my boring Government homework.Bye.

janegirl06 @ 2005-08-22T07:07:00

2005-08-22T23:27:32Z

Well today was shitty it was Monday and I am just sick of everything.I am so tired of being alone I feel like my life basically consists of nothing.I wish that I could find someone that I had fun with and got along with really well,but I don't think that it is ever going to happen.I feel like I am such a loser.I guess I am most likely not the only girl that doesn't have a boyfriend right now,but I really wish I did.Life is so not fun being alone I want someone that I can talk to about everything to.I have friends and I have fun with them and all.I don't know what the hell to do.I just wish some change would happen in my life.I want someone to bring a big positive side to my life.I want someone that I can do normal stuff with not just go and get fucked together not stuff like that.I want a real relationship I guess that is something that I have never really had.To me that is kind of sad I mean I am fuckin 17 years old and a senior in high school and never had a normal relationship with anybody.I guess there is just something wrong with me.I don't know I hope I get out of this kind of depression that I am in right now and things get better.

janegirl06 @ 2005-08-21T05:35:00

2005-08-21T21:55:23Z

Hey wus up? I had a bad ass time friday night.The beginning of friday night I got drunk.Then later I took some beans and was so fucked up.It was insane I took 2and1/2 beans that is the most I have ever took.I ended up not going home and staying the night with Dustin over at Tyler's house.I didn't go to sleep til like four in the morning and got woke up at like 6:30 in the morning.I felt like complete shit all day saturday and I knew I was in trouble since I didn't go home to make my midnight curfew which I think is way too early.Saturday night I just stayed home and watched tv til about 11:00 p.m. I slept most of today and then went to wal-mart with my mom that is I guess all I did this weekend guess I had an ok weekend.

janegirl06 @ 2005-08-19T04:31:00

2005-08-19T20:47:40Z

Hey wus up not shit here.I am so glad that it is finally friday of course.I am so ready to get dressed to go out.I know that I am going to have so much fun tonight me and Amy.I hope so anyways.The week went by slow but not too slow if that makes any since.Where the party at?Thats what I would like to know cause I am so ready to have some fun.Well gotta go

Not Shit!

2005-08-15T01:28:10Z

Well today sucked I did nothing what so ever.I sat at home most of the day eating and watching tv that is it.All I did was get fatter.I guess that is what I do when I am bored is eat.Well guess that is it not really many thoughts going threw my head right now Bye.

Being bored!!!!!!!!

2005-08-14T00:13:58Z

Well last night was ok I went out to a party.It was not as fun as I thought it was going to be for some reason I just don't feel like I enjoy going to parties as much as I use to.I don't seem like the person I use to be I am more quiet and keep to myself.I feel guilty for some reason if I do anything bad.I think it is because I have gotten close to my parents in the past month that I have spent with them.McDonalds called today and I have to go to orentation on Wednesday at four.I am so excited I will finally be making some money.I will be able to buy things and have money to save.Last night it seemed like the people that I use to hang out with had changed or maybe it was that I had changed I don't know it just was very different.Tonight I am not going anywheres just stayin home and I really don't mind either I kind of like it.I am kind of sad though I am just really tired of being alone it really is not that much fun.I want someone who will treat me good and that I can have fun with.I don't know just know maybe I feel this way cause I am not feeling that happy today for some reason.Who knows?I guess that is about it.

Its Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-12T21:01:13Z

Hey what up everybody nothing much just really happy that its finally friday!I am so happy tonight I am going to hang out with my friends this is the first time that I am getting to go anywheres on the weekend with my friends kind of been grounded for like a month.I am excited I am probably going to a party at PJ's house there is suppose to be alot of people there so it should be fun.I hope everybody else has a fun weekend too and is safe.

Stuff

2005-08-11T22:17:28Z

Hey what up? Not shit here as usual just got home a little while ago.Oh yeah McDonalds called me today I had to go pick up an orentation packet today and the manager said he would call me sometimes next week for orentation.I am so happy finally I will be getting a job.I can't wait I will finally be making money.I am going to try and save so I can fix my car up.I finally will not have to ask my parents for money.I went to school and it was just like any other day.I am so ready for my day at school tomorrow to be over it will finally be the weekend.Well the first week of my senior year is over tomorrow and it seemed like forever.I can't wait to start getting out of school after second period.

My thoughts

2005-08-10T23:58:19Z

Hey whats up I am so sick of people that are fuck Crystal Meth heads I mean I don't really have much room to talk but I have quit and it is making me sick seeing people fuck there lives up.I see that Dustin who just got out of jail is probably back to his old self which really kind of makes me sad.I guess I thought him doing time in jail would change but I can already see it hasn't just by the people he is hanging out with.Well I guess I will finally be getting to go somewheres this weekend it is the first time in like forever.Hopefully I will be going to a party with amy which should be fun.Anways today was just about the same as yesterday went to school then came home.I took a nap which felt so good I love sleeping.Anyways it seems like here lately I have had so many thoughts running through my head and I hate it cause alot of stuff I can't do anything to change what people are doing.Hopefully these people that are doing Crystal will wake up and realize that it is destoying their lives and taking over their minds I am just glad that I realized it before it was to late.

My Day

2005-08-10T01:13:58Z

Hey what up I haven't wrote in a while. I haven't been up to much just going to school that is about it.I went to Mcdonalds today and put my application and had a quick interview.Other then that I have been being lazy.I keep thinking about how bad I can't wait for graduation it is going to be great.I want to get a job so bad so I can save my money.I just don't know if I am going to find one.School is not bad since I have such easy classes that don't require hardly any work.Hopefully this weekend I will be going to the movies or something like that. This will be my first chance to show my parents that they can trust me and that will mean more freedom to go places on the weekends.I am so ready for the first football game it is going to be fun and I am sure there will be some parties afterwards.Here lately it seems like I have had alot of shit on my mind for some just stuff to do with my family mainly.I don't know why just alot stuff has been bothering me.I found out something about my older brother today that I couldn't believe.Who knows what could happen next?Well I gotta go I will try to write tomorrow.

Today

2005-08-06T19:53:09Z

Hey what up not much here just sitting at the house wainting for my mom to get home.I actually might be able to go somewheres tonight that is going to be great.I took my neice to kids day at Mcreas and then came home and that is all I had did today.

My feelings

2005-08-05T20:15:43Z

Hey got home from school a little while ago just sittin here being bored.I am so sick of being at my house it is so bored with it.I wish I could go somewheres tonight but I am sure my parents would say no because they have to know everything about everything when I am going somewhere.I don't want to tell them nothing I like to be able to do my own thing.I don't know when they will understand that this so called life of mine sucks.Its like I have this car but the only place I am suppose to go is school or go get something for them if they need it and I am tired of it.I know I messed up big time and I have not went anywheres in a month I think that is long enough.I really want to get a job so I can at least be somewheres else besides here all the time.I love going to school because I actually get to be with my friends and somewheres besides here.I want to go to walmart to get some of my school supplies but I guess my mom feels like she is going to take me or something and its really getting on my nerves bad.I have had fun going places with my mom but I want to go somewheres with it being just me.Why cant they understand that.I am so ready to graduate i am going to miss high school don't get me wrong but I will finally be able to what I want I am not saying that I am going to go wild or anything I just want to be able to hang out with whoever I want my parents are so judgemental and that really bothers me.

A Cool quiz I took!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-05T00:31:37Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My day back at school and a few other things

2005-08-04T20:19:52Z

Hey what up my first day of school went great!My drug education class was so boreing and so was my government class.It look like it is going to be one easy nine weeks.I loved getting out of school early it felt great being able to leave early and not having to stay all day.I was so happy to see Matt Johnson back at school because is such a funny person and really sweet i am glad he is back.My main goal is to lose about 10 pounds soon.I was so glad to see amy too.Oh yeah I saw that my cousin is already skipping school and when I passed Daniel Roses's house her car was there so I am pretty sure she is back on Crystal Meth again.I think that it was a very big mistake for her grandpa to buy her that car cause she ain't going to go to school hardly any.I would love to call her dad and tell him that she wasn't at school and whose house she was at which means she is probably back on drugs.I guess her dad has quit giving her drug tests too he shouldn't of did that.I mean I kind of sound like a hypocite but that is one drug I am not going to mess with again because it completely takes over your mind and eats your body alive.Oh well guess eventually her dad will find out.Guess I am going to go to the walking track today if it stops raining and walk 15 laps.Well guess I will be going to school tomorrow.Oh yeah the clock on my computer is fucked up so don't pay attention to it.